I'm an Imposter

According to Wikipedia , Imposter Syndrome i s a concept describing individuals who have an inability to internalize their accomplishments and have a persistent fear of being exposed as a fraud. That is sooo me. I’ve always written it off as low self-esteem and anxiety, which definitely does play a part in it. But in the last few years I’ve found myself arguing with people – whether it be verbally or in my head – about my accomplishments, skills, or even my personality. My ex used to point out how funny I am and that it’s part of why everyone likes me. I would argue “ Um, no, everyone does not like me. They’re just being nice.” He would disagree. I would say “ Well I’m not that funny, they’re just laughing at my jokes so my feelings aren’t hurt.” I could tell you how awful I am for hours – I have a billion examples. What it boils down to is Imposter Syndrome. I’m terrified people will discover the stupid, bland, nobody that I truly am. I’m especially s